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A bold move
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[18:05] Cinder sat at her desk writing the piece to go to the papers she was doing this for a friend of hers and would have to see what happens with this takeing the long but detailed piece to the newspaper to be printed a lil unnerved over this whole thing the note piece read as follows:
As I sit here and write this...I wonder if I have led my life the way I have wanted or has someone been leading my actions? I suppose life will only tell me as I go. But this is my tale it all started two hundred years ago....I don't remember anything of the life before the humans found me when I was just a child. Despite my species they raised me as one of their own...a human I suppose it was not too bad...it took a while to get used to the sun....horrible bright thing, they had taught me how to cook, and hunt. Seeing as I had a talent with the throwing knives, which was only found out after one of the males had come in and started trouble with me in the kitchen that was an interesting story to tell the elders Ha!
Surprising I did not get into trouble for that one. They had decided to start training to send me on their scouting missions and other missions not commonly spoken of. I took to it quickly, Much more quickly than I had with any of the normal chores for the women, though my favorites was the poison making....I excelled at that the most and then I tested it on the prisoners sitting at the cells that were to be put to death. Oh how I loved to make new ones keeping the enemy's guessing and never being able to come up with an antidote for any of them...always fun to watch the suffer at the poisons effects. Oh how I miss that.
Moving forward in time we were attacked by a rather powerful vampire few survived I was included in that small group and had been sent after him... that is when everything changed. My life as I knew it did a complete turnaround....but you know I would not have it any other way. I was changed that night to what I am. That's when I really flourished to what I can do...controlling shadows to do my bidding, my speed, and strength greatly increased. Though never really going to any close combat weapons besides what the humans had taught me, I stuck with the magic's and my ranged weapons as the training continued under his care.....I loved that man more, then he knew or I would ever tell him at the time....but alas I wish I had before it was too late it was almost eighty years since I had been changed when we were taken by surprise a group of hunters that caught us by surprise...more, then we could handle he was heavily injured as was I when he did something I never expected....he opened a portal and pushed me through....I never had a chance to tell him how I felt and I wish I had. He was my best friend, my sire, and my secret love. And I never told him I had owed the man my life on several occasions...but with his wounds I doubt he had survived. But that hope is still there and maybe one day he will show up again, but maybe it is just a hopeless dream.
I stayed close to the castle hoping one day he would return....I spent years there, but no sign of him...I lost hope and left...years I spent traveling doing the occasional odd job never settling down in really one place, for a while I became cold, and cruel never letting people close moving from one place to another...until my ship had crashed here...I will still cold and can be cruel at times....but it keeps distance between me and them... I have a few close friends...some that I can tell anything to, but they are ones that have earned that right because they took that time before judging me by the rumors that float....because that is all they are is that rumors
To tell the truth I couldn't care less what you say about me because it is not what you think of me...it is what I think of myself...I did this for a close friend of mine because as he said I should not let people black mark me because they do not understand and to show them what he sees.... So what decision you make of me is your own, but I thought before you did you should have a lil more understanding of just who you judge, I have done things here I am not proud of, I have done things that have hurt others, but you know they are things that have protected those I care for....things I have taken the blame for and I wouldn't change it in the least to those I have hurt I apologize, but things were done for reasons that need not be said
Cinder….
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